Here goes a pessimistic Sunday..
I can't deal the fact that after numerous discussions, the mistake repeats itself again and again and again. I hate that, it feels like a lie. It feels like I am no more important. I see it as if I am just a toy with extremely imbalanced hormones with excessive emotions. I feel so weak. I feel so stupid. I feel so lonely. Gosh.. This is just sad. Its so pathetic.