Friday, September 28, 2007

The Friend

Today wasn’t really what I expected. I thought I could study and learn something in peace, but the problem is I have friends that are very selfish and very self- absorbed. She brags a lot, and complains too much plus, she criticizes everything. Although , she IS a good person to talk to when you have boyfriend issues; she gives quite good advice, well through my observation. I don’t have a boyfriend but almost all my friends have one. So they have problems and stuff and she gives good advice, but she doesn’t use it for herself, she has bf issues as well. She doesn’t understand that other people have feelings. She blurts it out as if people won’t care. She would ‘kutuk’ everyone especially the boys in my class. Plus their obsessed with status. She expects everyone to be cool or whatever. It’s annoying; I get the blame as well because I’m in the group. She can’t shut her mouth and it hurts when she says something. She doesn’t learn. I’ve told her to stop a few times but she won’t accept the fact that people won’t listen to her. I was very discontent and irritated today. She bosses people around telling people to stop studying or telling people to take something for her or telling one of us to follow her somewhere and we’ll get into trouble and we’ll be sent to the bilik discipline. Like can you be independent and not boss people around. It could effect us one day; it’s annoying! I’m upset cause she’s my friend and I wouldn’t want something to happen to her but she asked for it. She likes to ‘cari pasal’ with people, come on people have other things to worry about and I don’t think they would want to add you in their list.
Get your priorities straight woman!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

coldplay : clocks

I'm addicted to this song. Well even though it's very old, but i don't give a damn.

complains complains complains.

Time passes faster and faster every year. It’s almost October and I feel as if 2007 just started. I remember entering form 4 and the teachers assigning each and every student to their new classes. I’m already doing my year end exam and SPM is getting closer and closer. It’s kinda scary when you think about it that way. And it doesn’t feel like the fasting month and Raya is so close. Usually my year end exam would be before Raya, but the teachers are making us sit for our exams before and after Raya. I can’t enjoy celebrating Raya even though I’m celebrating it here in Kuala Lumpur. I have to study and the teachers gave us the schedule and all the paper 2 science papers are before Raya and I’ve only started studying subjects which are after Raya. I regret not studying earlier but somehow if I do, I can’t concentrate. I’m just mental I guess.

My goosebumps are tingling. I’m so scared and hungry. I hate school, I feel so stressed and I can’t give my own opinion when I’m at school. They are so narrow minded. I’m not saying all schools are like that. It’s not that bad actually, but I just get so mentally psychotic when I’m at school. Some of them like finding trouble and blaming other students for the most stupidest reasons. They just can’t give a straight direct answer why can’t you just admit that you honestly don’t like him/her. It’s distracting enough when you call that person again and again. Those prefects; seriously I feel like cutting their throats. They just can’t shut up babbling; I’m not dumb Ok. And they like to blame for the stupidest reasons too. Some of them are like sweet little innocent perfect too shoes. Such a poser. Your not being honest to yourself. Idiot. I have realized that I really like complaining, but it feels good; once in a while. Well it’s 11.47pm and I better rest I want to wake up early in the morning to study.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007


Honestly, this is the first time I'm writing a blog using blogger, I usually use 'Myspace' blog but no one really reads it. I wouldn't say my English is fantastic, but I'm trying.I have my opinions, which are acceptable i think. I have normal problems like school, friends, teachers, family, and the list goes on. Well I'll post more later. So see ya!