Questions and questions ..

Hello hello, I just feel like writing something other than doing this folio of mine.
I know that as the years pass you will lose friends and gain friends. Just thinking about it makes me sad. I have some older friends that still stick close by me until now and haven't separated since. However there are some that I'm quite disappointed off and totally lost contact and act as if we have never existed. I might admit, I don't make calls or invite for a drink but they don't do that too. I don't want to be the only person doing everything. It sucks when you realize all of this happening. Thinking of all the good days and all the days of hanging out. It's like they totally forgot who you are back in the days of being close. I just miss all that.

Anyways, doing all this Islamic notes made me thinking. When my Ustazah is teaching me in class there are some things which I question. I don't want to create any havoc, I am curious myself actually. When she says woman's voices are like Aurat, we cannot sing in public. Even though, if it is a Nasyid. That means we can't even sing to praise to Allah. Am I right? Praising Allah to the public may mean that you are spreading islam to everyone. That doesn't sound bad does it? She says its a sin. Okay fine, but what is she doing? She is teaching the public isn't she? She is teaching Islam and she is a woman. So both doesn't add up. I am here confused and dumbfounded. Not jst that, I didn't know that making sculptures was a sin? My uncle is highly religious and he makes the best sculptures. It says that, it resembels god's creation and it is like making similarities with your capabilities with god. Sometimes some people don't have the intentions of questioning god's creation, sometimes they just like making something as a piece of artwork for other people to see their craftmanship. I know that Allah understands. I just don't get it and I didn't know. I'm just curious with question marks all over my head.

I should continue doing my work.

Toodles :)

I'm back

Hey everyone. I haven't been updating my blog post for quite some time.
Well, It is Raya and I went back to my hometown at Perak, Kuala Kangsar. Supposedly 2 days but ended up being away from home for 5 days.
I was at my grandmother's house for the 1st day and went house to house on the 2nd.
Then, my mom and sister suddenly thought of going to Penang. Slept a night and the next day, we were hanging out at the beach and went for a dip at the pool.
We were on the banana boat and fell 3 times in the sea and thank god for the life jacket I would have drowned. The sea + me = not a good combo. The 3rd time on the boat I actually hanged on and didn't let go, I didn't realize at first but then my brother and everyone asked me to let go. I was publicly embarrassed, but it was quite hilarious. This raya was quite interesting, actually. We were staying beside the Hard Rock Hotel and I might say that, That hotel is really nice and every 3rd raya starting next year, we will be in Penang just relaxing and staying in the water. I can't wait :)

I don't know why, but whenever I come back from Penang, I always get sick or get food poisoning. I haven't recovered from it yet, but surely I will soon.
I want to relax and not think of anything, but I want to go out, but in a condition I am in now, I doubt my body would let me.
My class will be starting next Monday. I don't feel like going but I have no choice. I realized, I left my pencil case in college and my print making too. Hopefully those cleaners won't throw it. Hopefully. I still have to buy the print making equipment and start doing my box. :(
I hate this. I feel terrible and I have to do all this crap. Damn typography.

Well, I need to channel this in a healthy way and hopefully I'll have enough energy to do all this.

Wish me luck.

Toodles

Messed up plan

Morning everyone.
As of today, this whole week would be hectic and stressful because of the amount of assignments I need to pass up by next week. I still have the print making which was not done last night. I couldn't find thinner and shalack. I'm not really sure with the spelling. Anyways, due to my stress I need my support system which is bailing out on me. I can't handle this situation really well by myself. I know I'll get over emotional and I won't be as hyper as before. Probably later this evening, I think I want to go to the park, release some tension in my body. Saying all this won't make anyone care, so why do I bother writing all of this? Anyways, I haven't done my english report, islamic studies folio, mood board, principle box, and print making. Damn. I think I should start on my english report now, it is due tomorrow. I really need someone now to make me feel better. :(

Toodles

Failure

An image or word that reminds me of my college mates.

Paranoia

Good evening/night?
Well, almost the whole class went an watched Final Destination 3d. Creepy and freaky and gory. Nothing special about the movie except the whole 3d effect. I mean, everyone died at the end, but there was one part in the movie, they were watching another 3d movie and ended up dying because somehow right behind the screen was this room and it exploded all of a sudden. So, almost all of us were paranoid and had images in our heads that the explosion will happen.

After the movie, Lawrence, Dadoo and I walked around Sunway Piramid and Lawrence suddenly felt a chill and felt something wet touching his finger. God forbid what kind of liquid sprayed on Lawrences fingers. Anyways, he told us and he crapped about the water is the cause of our death (in a joking manner) then ironically, we passed through the toilet then beside the toilet was a swimming attire shop. We were freaked out a bit and laughed all the way. All of us were paranoid after the movie, but it's slowly fading away. See how movies influence your thoughts and imagination.

Well, I'll have to sleep soon and read my Archie comic.

Toodles :)

Good habits

Good morning fellow citizens. ahha
Starting from today onwards, I shall be more inspired with everything and work harder.
I had a slight thought that I fell down the pits for these couple of months and I'm bringing it back baby! Shall start my old good habits. That feeling of post-SPM has been sucked within my soul after numerous telephone calls from my boyfriend. That idea of doing everything and no one is stopping you, is seeping through me. I feel rejuvenated and ready to do whatever comes to me. I don't know exactly what made me have this though, but this is helping me loads! The old Liyana is coming back and that's for sure ;)
And my number one frenemy is procrastination.
ahhah

Well I need to take a bath, make the bed and do my work.

Shall post soon or not tomorrow.

Toodles :D

TO DO LIST

Things to do ::

- Sleep
- Finish the VN work
- Finish the print making
- Start utilizing my sketch book
- Be Inspired!

TODAY

toodles :)

Tell me Whyy??!!!

Today will be my almost last day of shopping. I just need a black sleek clean cut blazer. Just to make my outfit look better :)

I bankrupted my mothers credit card. I bought a lot a lot of stuff. I bought: 4 tops, 1 tee shirt, 1 dress, 1 pair of jeans, 1 pair of leggings, 2 pair of shoes, 1 necklace, and my favourite; sequined black jacket. :D

Yeah, and I'm buying a blazer with my own money of course. Pity my mom and sister. I don't shop like this often. Only if I have the chance and I took yesterday and today for granted.

I realized, if I step into a mall, which is just OU actually; my hands would linger around and press the sanitizing liquid to make my hands look spick and span.

Anyways, what I wanted to say was that. My level of procrastination is going up the roof and it's going haywire. I have to stop doing all this. I have to start doing my work and finish them on time. I have an assignment due tomorrow and I haven't started a single thing! Well, I'm doing as much as I can and try to make an excuse for tomorrow. Then, finish my work. Hopefully people around me will encourage me to make me work harder.

I'm signing off, taking a bath then do some of my work then sleep.

Toodles :)